The world
leaders opt to stay silent on the subject of illiteracy altogether despite a lack
of much help from the wealthy countries. Shamelessly, our world leaders are
still in disbelief about illiteracy. Or are they incapable of adopting a system
to their liking -- a program that will shield us from all the ills that
directly cause human suffering in the world? These ills promote dependency,
indignity, incapacity, mental and physical pain and misery of the human race in
many countries around the world.
At the beginning
of 2000, after giving birth to our first-born son Christopher, there were many
obstacles to furthering my education to better myself. I decided to enroll in
nursing school at Oakland Community College. In my English class, we had to
write an essay that required extensive research. I chose affirmative action,
following my teacher’s advice. Prior to the assignment, I expressed interest in
the subject and he suggested it would be a learning experience to challenge
myself and so I formed my own opinion.
I had not been
aware of the levels and depth of information I had to go through before I had
gleaned enough information to dissect. But after the completion of my
assignment, knowing the complexity of the topic, I couldn’t wait to see the
look and enthusiasm in my classmates’ faces. I was very proud of my efforts and
satisfied with the findings that I acquired. I let my readers know my gratitude
towards my young and fragile teacher whom I thank for trusting his instincts and
my capabilities to go ahead and explore the subject.
My topic was
controversial, challenging and difficult to write and to take sides, even as a
minority who is a direct beneficiary of affirmative action. I had to be
objective and responsible for my findings in order to analyze, compile
resources, make an opinion, and draw an unbiased conclusion. By exploring this
topic, I was submerged into a multitude of other interesting topics, such as
the government and how it operates, notably in both main parties of our federal
government. Their ideologies and their operating systems differ considerably. I
also learned about the power of the press, the other unofficial branch of the government.
I learned about the role of the justice system, which is neutral and perhaps--after
Congress and the Senate--the most relevant part of our government.
I had an
appetite and thirst for learning. I was motivated physically and mentally to do
more research to increase my knowledge. I became angry with this sort of
reverse discrimination, which undermines us all, and degrades our dignity and
human capabilities. At times, I had compassion for the other side and wanted to
acknowledge the many wrongs that were done in the past and continue being done,
to find common ground for both sides. I sympathized with the fights against
reverse discrimination and the denied education opportunities. Many students
grew up poor but nourished the dream to leave their small towns and farming altogether
to pursue their life-long dreams and enroll in higher education. But instead,
they are used as pawns to undo centuries of wrongdoing that left a race paralyzed,
traumatized, and scarred for many years to come.
I was confident about
tackling this subject and allowed my curiosity to get the best of me. I was armed
not only with the desire to write about the subject, but also with the
resources that I had gathered to write. I wanted to let my readers know my
position, and perhaps encourage a few to become as curious as I was on this
matter. I organized my findings, which led me to develop my paper. I revisited
my writing and editing often for accuracy, punctuation, grammar and description.
I was determined to capture the attention of my readers, to please my teacher
who was responsible for my acquiring knowledge of the subject and maybe still contributing
to my willingness to continue learning.
What I do best
when I write is establish confidence within myself and seek courage to face writing
obstacles associated with language barrier and lack of grammar skills. This
handicap of my language barrier stopped me from reaching my intellectual goal
and my inner capabilities in my personal life; that is the improvement I would
like to work on and look forward to improve in the near future with hard work
and dedication.
I love this story, Daccarette. There's something about learning that makes us truly alive.
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