Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Stone Heart, by Vicki Khzouz



You know that moment when your heart learns how to speak?
That moment
when your heart decides to tell you
that you're nothing more
than the passing thought
of last week.

You know that moment when your heart
loses consciousness, leaving you numb?
That moment
when your heart makes you forget
where your smile used to comes from.
When it loses the ability to search
through the darkness, for a hopeful light.
When it can no longer find the strength to keep battling, the inevitably futile,
self-perpetuating fight.

You know that moment when your heart
mocks your desperate attempts to
elude your ill-fated looming pain?
That moment
when your arrogant heart whispers ridicule
until you realize it's telling you
that you're pathetically inane.

It's at that moment
that you can feel the weakness
compelling you to give in.
The violating instability is palpable.
Ambushing you
for the irrevocable collapse to begin.

And in that moment,
you can unmistakably hear
your heart admit defeat.
Clutching your chest,
you feel it slowly dying,
hardening into solid concrete.

1 comment:

  1. You use a compelling metaphor, Vicki. Grief and loss can turn us into stone.

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